Read Part One of My Journey Part One
Part Two of My Journey:
So maybe it’s an empath connection, I thought to myself. I search the web for any information on empath connections. I came across a couple of articles that talked about cutting cords, dealing with empath connection. Now the weekend is almost near and it’s wearing on me. That the fact I have this connection with this man who is married. I read all the articles on cutting cords and picked the one that sound the easiest. Truly that’s how I made my choice as to how I was going to solve this problem. At the time I felt like that but soon after my tone change. So I visualize the two of us walking towards each other along a bridge. We stand in front of each other and I start to tell him how much I love him. I wanted to take that back but it was true. I was in love with this person that I barely knew. I tell him how we can’t be connected like this it’s not healthy. Tears slowly running down my face and I proceed to cut his cord. The look on his face killed me and the tears came down faster. I can’t stop crying, I tell him to go back to his family and he just stand there with that look on his face. I’m still crying and it feels like I’m having a heart attack. This would go on for three days and my boyfriend is asking me wants’ wrong and I can’t say. I go back to the drawing board and start searching again, mean while everybody is wondering what’s going on. I’m hurting and I don’t know what’s going on my search kept leading me to articles about Soul Mates. I still didn’t believe it because the flash of blue light. So I kept searching and started coming across Twin Flame. I ran across a couple of people, who describe the flash of blue light. It started to make sense to me, how my attraction was different from others in the past. It was nothing lustful from this attraction. I ‘m not saying his not eye candy but the ring and age is a no go. It was different with him I don’t care about those superficial things. I felt like we were supposed to do something, I could not put my finger on it. I had this feeling we would know each other for a long time. One little problem, all types of things start to pop up that did not bother me before. Now it seem like I was so sensitive to everything. I went into hiding and got into therapy quick. This coming from a control freak, I would have fixed the problem. The old me would have solve this problem. That's just it I had nothing to compare this to and I was loosing it. My ideal of the one probably had a-lot to do with my ego. This caught me off guard and change my life forever. It was like as soon as I met this person , my very being was stripped away. My belief system is not the same and it change at a drop of a dime. Which in the past , this would be an issue for me. I'm set in my ways and it's hard for me to change. This is not the case at all for me now; the universe speaks all the time. I just listen and go with the flow. So now that I know we have this Twin Flame connection. I go through this stage of being ashamed of feeling this way for this person or how this could be. That's EGO and a big way and their is no room. Weeks would go by before I would decide to tell him my theory. I think to myself he would be open minded and know I would do nothing to come between his marriage.
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