The world can have many walls in your path or along your path. You can find these walls hard to deal with or can’t deal with them at all. When you have come into a connection like this one. Those walls don’t make you or break you. Just talking with that person and being in their presents just makes you feel on top of the world. Most people will say poppy cock; I say wait your turn. My worst days are some of my best days when talking with him. He just makes everything make sense, instantly it just makes everything beautiful and delicious. I haven’t eaten anything maybe that's why I feel this way, but his presents is beautiful and delicious. Wow that’s awesome, that might mean it’s a little bit like Heaven. My life has been stressful and all over the place but he makes it all better. What I mean is when things are like this that other person will be honest. In a way that makes you grow to better yourself or the both of you will have growth. When someone is giving truth to hurt you or out of ego. That’s not what you want, but when it’s out of love than that’s growth. You can’t grow off someone’s ego, but when someone is honest because they love you. You will feel the growth within you. I feel that every time we talk it’s all about growth. I guess my point is that sometimes we come across those who puncture our soul with their truths. These people don’t want growth they need ego to survive. My connection is always helping me grow and healing my soul everyday. I hope I do the same for him as well. So he makes it very clear that it will be days like this, and you will move on.
This story will not give names or real location or writers name, due to the privacy of all parties.
My Journey has always been, just like everyone else. It's like you are taught to create your own journey. I do think we all set out to do just that. Then your soul wakes you up to show you, your true path. Mine started when I met this man, I think I was getting clues that my path was changing. I just wasn't open to change, and the universe tells you other wise. I think my journey had to start with something unlike my normal routine. Most people know I'm set in my ways, but that's changing little by little. My way is no more, and the universe has made that clear.
This person came into my life when, I wasn't understanding I need to change. So I decided to attend a workshop and the man walks into the room and it was just another day to me. I have seen this person a couple of times before the workshop. I just knew every time we saw each other, our eyes would meet. Everybody would take their seats and he would walk to the middle of the room. He starts his lecture and something went through my whole body. All I could think was his voice sounds sexy but then I thought familiar. I thought that's odd since, I don't know him and usual it would be a guy looks that would get my attention. I tried to forget this feeling ,because it did not make sense to me. The next lecture would be the start of my journey, when we all take our seats and he also decides to have a seat. He goes into his lecture and I'm listing to every word. I look into his eyes like, I do for everyone when they talk to me.
I give them eye contact, letting them know I am listening. That eye contact turned into a gaze and I saw the window to his soul. A flash of lighting came out of nowhere and I had this crazy look on my face, but he did too. I just knew he knew something weird happen. We both pretended like nothing happen and continued on. I started to notice that every time we came into contact that something was off. Well not off but different, so off I thought he was from another planted. It was this magnetic pulling that would occur every time we would see each other. I could feel my body pulling closer to his and I could feel this energy that would surround only us. We would be in cased in this bubble and he would take my breath away. I thought great chemistry, the first guy to get me to shut-up. It just didn't stop there he could say what I was thinking before I could. I thought this was because he was older than me, that he had this gift to read my mind. This connection made everything crazy for me in the start of everything. I could not wrap my head around anything. This went on for awhile this playful love affair. Not physically we we're drawn to each other deeply and we didn't get it. This connection does this and it takes over your life as you once knew it.
It's like no turning back once you come into contact. So weeks and months have passed of all this playful energy. Now the universe is ready to speak and your quite not ready for it. I notice that everything became very heightened and it was driving me mad. I was picking up on everything, from smells, taste, thoughts. I would say to myself that wasn't my thought, if people claimed I was moody. It would take weeks, before I would find out that I'm an un-skilled empath. I started to learn how to keep myself grounded and cut cords. I found that I was connected to almost everyone. Since this connection, I notice that more and more people would seek me out. This was driving me crazy, because I still did not understand. I closed myself off from helping everyone early in the day. So my heart charka is closed off but my solar plex is tugging away. I look up it's him and he has this look on his face. He asked me if I was OK. I replied that I was fine but I wasn't , every issue that came up did. He shakes my hand and I could feel this moving sensation in his hand. I'm holding his hand but looking at it, as if it was from outer space. This is when I knew we had a connection but I still didn't know it was a spiritual connection. I just thought maybe he was an empath, That would explain why his energy didn't drain me. I knew then we could not be connected because, he was married. I would soon find out our connection was just more than just an empath connection.
Part Two of My Journey
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It's been five years since my first meeting. My life won't be the same, now I'm on the Path to find myself.