Ego Seeping Back In
The last two years of my life I have been consumed by this connection. It's almost if I can't breath without the other. See the world is telling me it's wrong or is it my ego seeping back in at times that does happens. I know I'm not crazy about all that happen two years ago. I thought I was and I know I'm not. My Twin is having a hard time and I feel it . I wish it was something I could do but this is something he has to do on his own. I know it's something that's bothering him because I feel him non stop and when I don't then I become concern. I feel many peoples emotional bullshit but his shakes me to my core. I feel the need to help many but him, it's this pulling to help him with what ever he needs. The one thing this connection teaches you to have and make boundaries. So when and if his having a hard time I meditate. I have even started doing reiki treatments on myself. This helps me a-lot get through what ever his having a hard time. So when I'm having a hard time and working through something I do the same. I know a couple of nights ago he went through something because I woke up out of my sleep grasping for air. My heart had been aching earlier that day. I knew it was him, and maybe it was me longing for him but I couldn't talk with him like I love to do. I wanted so bad to call him or text him to find out what happen. This is what boundaries come into play. I had to let him go through what ever that was going on. Let alone that I was having this battle with ego and other human things. When this connection happens not only do you merge with this other person but others will want to merge with you. Before this would happen and I would think great but now I know better. You do merge with this other person but you have to recognize not to merge with everybody. I can say that I'm very aware when people are trying to merge with me. This connection is to have a healthy merge with another and not become co-depended on the other. I can say me and my Twin don't have that but I'm finding that with friends that some might think they need to merge with me. I guess this was just something I had to get out.
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Lois and Clark Twin Flame Journey
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It's been five years since my first meeting. My life won't be the same, now I'm on the Path to find myself.