Standing still means stand in you're own energy and be responsible for you. Standing in love means to be love for you and you're connection. Stand still does not mean to wait for the other, It means surrender accept and embrace what this connection is. When I say stand still for my connection was to let him come into his own. Not for me to make him choose me over his wife. I thought the purpose of this connection was to be unconditional love to each other. Three years of being nothing but love and accepting that he is on his own path, but we are very much friends. I knew from the very moment that I met him that I was not suppose to make him do anything or vice versa. His choices and decision will be his and only his alone. Three years later and I still wish him joy on his own path. What I have learned is to take this connection and find who I am. We are at a stage where we are so in tune with each other. That when we are not on the path of accepting all that is. We feel everything with such intensity that it can be overwhelming at times. What we have learned is to accept are own path. I have learned to accept when my Twin say he is own his path and let him do just that. I have seen complete magic just by surrendering to the fact that such a connection exist. The mere fact that I have accepted that my Twin is on the same journey but different path. We have learned to be just friends and nothing else. Embrace the magic of the connection and learned to find who you truly are.
Surrender Embrace Accept this Connection and who you are
Hey loved ones you are all so dear to me. Yes half of you I don't really know any of you at all. My Email is getting overwhelmed by the mere fact of you all wanting an answer. I so get it because I too was you looking for answers. I needed to reassure myself that I was not going crazy. We all are looking for the answers to what this is. When I say the answers are already within you from the very start. You have to trust what you already know but maybe you doubted the information.
I will try to get to all the emails and respond as soon as I can. Some of you know that I am a full-time student and work full-time. When I started this blog, it was a way for me to vent about something that was happening to me. The happening that changed my life. The thing I knew nothing about and I needed an outlet. This blog was just that a way for me to find my way.
I had no clue that I would be answering emails and sometimes taking phone calls to help others. This connection pulls something out of you and make you work on all things about you. As much as it's about the connection it's about you. It would take this journey of blogging (venting) for me to realize that it's really about you and you alone.
It's been five years since my first meeting. My life won't be the same, now I'm on the Path to find myself.